family is everything

Family is absolutely everything y'all. I cannot even begin to explain how amazing it is that we each all have families. Yeah sometimes they upset you, sometimes they make you angry or they disappoint you, or just make you laugh like crazy, those little things we must learn to cherish. The greatest gift Heavenly Father has given us is the gift of having a family. I am so beyond grateful for mine, and I can honestly say without their love and guidance I wouldn't be who I am today. I realized though today, that I am still struggling really hard with my cousin Racheal's death. I thought I was getting a lot stronger and "getting over it" or "moving on" but it hit my like a freight train that I really am not as far as I thought I'd be. I need my family, I can't leave them because I need them to progress. I thought I could just go and do alone. But I cannot, and I have realized that its okay. I am so happy for that. I love my family with my whole heart and I am so grateful that there are people out there that let me down because when I do turn tony family for comfort, I know for a fact that they will be there for me. Always. Family is everything.